So, this is my first attempt at a blog. I thought that I would just share my thoughts and let you all know what has been going on in my life. I basically have been building upon a foundation over the last 8 years. This has consisted of bettering myself through education: class after class until finally two degrees later and nowhere to go but straight into a brick wall. I find myself stuck. The only way to advance is through state certification and that is coming up in a few days on the 11th of December. If I fail the test then I have to wait another three months to take it again. The last few months have been spent studying, and studying, so much so that I can almost feel my brain starting to push against my skull. All I can do is study and wait. I don’t even feel I have time to go out and search for fossils, which I am very sad over. I have not gone out in a while to hunt and miss it greatly. I am afraid that as I move forward I won’t have as much time as I used to hunt. I desperately hope that is not the case.
However, it’s easy being where I am now because it is comfortable. If I do pass things are going to change greatly. It will be a dynamic shift between learning to do and doing. I have always been one on the move, but now things are starting to settle. I don’t know if that’s what I want. I hope that I can always be vibrant, unique, and inspirational individual throughout my life. I’d rather be metamorphic than sedimentary any day : )
However, it’s easy being where I am now because it is comfortable. If I do pass things are going to change greatly. It will be a dynamic shift between learning to do and doing. I have always been one on the move, but now things are starting to settle. I don’t know if that’s what I want. I hope that I can always be vibrant, unique, and inspirational individual throughout my life. I’d rather be metamorphic than sedimentary any day : )
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BobC
08 December 2009 - 07:26 PM
I met you once. I seriously, SERIOUSLY doubt you'll fail any test. I was amazed by your intelligence and knowledge, being as young as you are. You'll do fine, my friend.
Terry Dactyll
09 December 2009 - 09:15 AM
PhonenixFlood.... Good luck with the test.... It may seem that you have stopped, but by learning, preparing, its merely a slight 'meander' before you continue your jouney... so your still on the move, its just not quick enough for you to realise this...
stratio
12 December 2009 - 12:38 PM
I always found that in states of high anxiety, doubt, fretting or worry, that a healthy walk in the great outdoors (with eyes transfixed for fossils) does far more for me than adding another 3 hours of sedentary study. Good luck!
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